December 29th

                OMG its going to be the end of another year,am getting nervous as each day goes by i sit down to
 think of what the new year has for me .Today is another day and am sitting in this room oblivious to the
sound of the television but thinking about what the new year has in store for me until my friend Nneka calls me
 to get up and lets go New year shopping , "its's new-years eve girl get up and lets rock the town".I smiled ,
 we soon got ready and we left the house to go shop for New year , we went to Macy's, jc penny etc it was
fun though , i got a new piercing on my nose, and i felt so chick.      
                                                                                                                          Nneka had to go to a party,

 i was too tired to go so i took the bus and went home.Nneka brother was home i always felt nervous around
him, there was this aura about him i hated , he always creep ed me out .I said hello to him he offered me a
drink, he asked  about how my shopping went , it was cool i told him , we chatted for a little while and i told
him i felt really tired and needed to go to bed he gave me that creepy smile and wished a beautiful night .I
woke up the next morning feeling a little bit weird and sore all over something was wrong. some one was
sleeping next to me. I turned and i saw that it was Nneka brother, i knew instantly that he had sex with me
while i was sleeping, but how was that possible i wondered i should have felt something i guess but no i felt
 nothing. i told myself maybe i was just freaking out that he was lying next to me, then he turned and gave me
that creepy smile and said you were good last night and i screamed you RAPED!! me it must have been the
drink i guess that why i didn't feel anything  it must have been drugged , is this how my New year gonna start
 ?? i asked myself with so much pain, i got up from the bed oblivious to my nakedness walked to the kitchen
got the butcher knife , came back into the room and drove the knife into his chest , his expression was that of
 surprise as he died , i sat down on the floor with his blood in my hands.