Let go!!!!!!

Happy New year people ,i have been thinking about my life and how confused i am right now.I am

on the search to find who i am,i don't want to be somebody different,i want to be me. But who am 

i? that question i have no answer to.I think finding out who we really are is such an essential parts

of our life, because if you don't know who you are , your such a lost soul(LOL). Anyway sha i met

this girl on the train 2 months ago,she was such a darling ,you know those kind of people you meet

and you just connect with them easily , there's no need to stress yourself trying to make a 

conversation cause there is always something so say .We exchanged numbers , got talking blah

blah blah........well we started talking about love and it's issues and she told me about this guy she 

loved and he loved her too they've known each other since they were kids but this guy had a 

girlfriend that he did not want to break up with because he was her first love and first 

boyfriend"messed up right's i was so mad.I told her move on and  leave him alone if he really loves

her he would leave the other girl and besides they are so many other guys out there who would 

treat her right but she refused oh she said he was the one i felt like spanking her she made me 

think of this song

I don't know why girls have this crazy mentality, 
he treats you like trash but you still want him.Like in a movie i watched for colored girls by Tyler
perry (it's a must watch) there was this particular girl her boyfriend kept beating her he 
practically turned her to his punching bag, but she still stayed with him because she loved him.But this guy was physcho she left him when it was too late and he had already killed their two adorable
kids he threw them from the fifth floor gosh then she knew she had to leave him but too bad she 
had lost all she had.Well the point of this is if a guy loves you he would be there for you , he would 
treat you right and not treat you like trash like this saying that says, 'if you love something so 
much let it go , if it's yours it'd would come back to you if its not it was not meant to be'. Girls 
don't kill yourself because of a man you have your life to live so live it ,don't waste it whining on 
one guy okay?The right man would come, don't let the wrong man contaminate you keep yourself 
pure waiting for the right guy .With all that said and done i hope we all learn to chose wisely .